SAD STORY

This sad story happened yesterday.....when the girl is mad with her boyfriend...she was crazily make a stupid action...and this action actually mean to her...because this the way of her to show how much she worried about her boyfriend....how she show love to her boyfriend much......however...the action just make her boyfriend be mad, hate n feel like she is fool enough!....

the story is begin like this......

in one night, when the girl was feel lonely in her high fever.....laying alone in her room....she suddenly remember and feel worried to her boyfriend....she wake up to the table ....and hardly go to get her hand phone which being charge with her illness by high fever.....she call her boyfriend.....hear the sweet moment together in the phone....and let he having his time dinner with his family.....after all the sweetness shared in the phone....n a good night wish n love u wish from her boyfriend....she feel calm....n feel so lovable...smiling like no one care....and get her bed n wish her dream will be with her hero, her soul, and her sweetheart......

wake up in the morning with a cough...flu...n fever....she open her phone.....but she dis pointed.....no message or missed call from her bf....to inform that he is safely arrived home....em....she take a positive think....maybe her bf is to tired.....

waiting.....n still waiting....until 9.00 am .....usually...her bf will message her....or call her...even using his office phone....but there is no any call....and any message..but....her phone....so silent....n quiet.....she get worried...where her bf....where....what happen to him....

then she go to work...even her condition is not good enough and the fever become more bad....after reach the office, she make a call......but.....her bf phone is switch off......Oh god....it really make she feel worried....and many of the bad thing she thought.....she call her bf mom....to ask either her bf with his mom or not...but...she really frustrated when his mom tool that actually last night...her bf is not dinner with his mom n family....he go back to his home late of that night.....there was a fake face on her....her bf was lie to her.....how she feel bad...feel so sad....why this happen ....because her bf never lie to her....never..never.....

she was feel to sad....call her bf office...n the office mate tool that her bf was not coming to office....make her insanity....without thinking well.... she start her car and go direct to his bf house....in the car along the way to her bf house....she always bless to god....to make her strong to face the truth....reach the house....no body ....empty.....where he gone....

without any note in her pocket....only a coin...she find a public phone....and try to call his friends...thanks god...his friend pick up the phone...n inform that her bf was asleep at home....but...she already go to the house...there no her bf....no his favorite sandle in front of the entrance door.... so sad...feel really sad...crying like crazy...fell down..like all around are damn her....make her a such a fool... even the truth is in front of her face n eye...

suddenly.....she try to call her bf back. luckily...her bf pick up the phone....n she can't hold her mad...and was scream and shout to her bf...make her bf feel angry...they the meet...without feeling guilty.... he shout back to her....and really mad .....and he going to finish the relationship....it is because of the action taken by her which make he shame to people around.....he feel like she try to control him...the girl crying....and crying with fell of sadness...and dis pointed....

after both of them stop talking....only the music in the radio accompany them...make each other thinking rationally...the girl apologize to her bf....feel so sad when he try to end up this relationship...then....the bf feel cool...n silent.....n silent.....and tool the action taken by her is stupid....and he really hate a type of this girl...the attitude...the way how she think and make an action for this situation....and he apologize to...because he lie to her...and he don't want make she thinking when he first want to have a dinner with family..and suddenly it cancel and his friend ask him to go out...and spend time until midnite... he don't want she to hangout to with her friends due to the high fever that she got.

all this is 'MISSCOMUNICATION' he told to her....however.....the stupid that come out from his mouth....the fool..the lie...make she really hurt..really.....

maybe all the things happen have the reason...wisdom....and lesson in the relationship...pity of her....and they going better...learning from the mistake....but the truth is....all the things happen is a worried of a girlfriend to her boyfriend..not more than that...no any intention....the boyfriend should not lie to her....if no lying there, the stupid action happen....so both of them are fault....each other make a mistake..but...they realise it...and promise to change...promise to make the relationship going better....for the future...for the life...for Allah....

OMG!

morning uols.. alhamdulillah.. ome ceria kembali.. setelah beberapa hari ni ome "sakit" ati.. gara2 manusia yang ome blh kategorikan sbg pesakit "jiwa".. huhuhu.. bila ome ingt aje blk dia, mst ome rs nk lempang laju2 jerk org tuh.. nsb la ome hny seketika shj kwn dgnnye.. klu berthn2? mau gilakkk aku dibuatnya.. btol la naluri hati ome mengatakan pd mulanya bila dia add ome as friend, hati ome terdetik "JANGAN KAWAN NGN MANUSIA NI"... tp ome degil.. tetap jgk berkawan.. yelahh.. niat di hati ome baik.. tp e2lah.. naluri pertama tu tidak menipu sebenarnya.. jd e2 adalah pengajaran utk ome supaya lbh ati keras pasni.. mgkn sbb dia ingt ome layan aje karenah gler dia tuh, sbb tu dia naik tocang kn..hah! amik ko..sblm ome warning dia ag, ome mmg dh lame nk block dia.. tp dipendamkn saje niat ini krn tujuan kte berkawan utk memperkukuhkan silaturahim sesama muslim.. tapi!!! dia tetap jgk cr psl kn.. yg plg xthn ade kerk dia kate ome ni penyebab dia gadoh ngn bf dia.. busitt!!! mmg patut la ome hangin tahap tenuk kn.. sbb ome dh warning.. klu xsuka kwn ngn ome, block aje ome kn..tp dia xmo.. atlast ome sndiri g block dia.. PADAN MUKE KAU!* sekolah bertingkat-tingkat tapi bodoh mengalahkan tenuk!

TERKEJUT X?

Aku lagi trkejut bila bace post ni by someone yg aku kenali sekejap from my BF....ya allah smpai mcm tu sekali dia nk mengutuk aku...senang lenang mencaci cerca aku dlm blog dia..nk jdikan cerita...aku leh plaks gatai nk bce blog dia..sbb aku tgk dia one of follower blog aku yg x seberapa ni ...so saje2 la nak bce ngan x de niat ape2 pun dlm hati....x sangka post kat atas ni plaks yg aku jmpe dlm blog dia...memarahi aku tanpa sbb n bgi aku ntah pape...even dia tk mention nama aku 'agas/ageh2' tpi dsbabkan sesuatu berlaku antara aku ngan dia n kwn dia...timbullah luahkan hati dia yg berbaur mengutuk n mencalarkan hati i yg kecik ni...actually kes dia ngan kawn dia tu aku lama dh lupekan..even dh maafkan kan pun dua insan ni...aku marah dia hri 2, sbb aku mmg marah...mmg patut pun depa berdua kena mrah....sape suh suka suki coment pic aku n bf aku ntah pape...kalu tk puas hati cik kak oit....private msg....cll je bf aku..bukan nye korng berdua tk kenal aril...siap rapat dlu ngan dia..so apsal nk kcu wall aku atau pic2 aku laks..call la aril direct or coment ja kat FB n Picta2 dia..bru la btul ci kak..bru la gentle..aduyai..tk psal2 kan dh uat org lain sakit hati..mmg la patut korng kena marah..org tk suka2 marah kalu x de sbb la nok!..so pikir2 kan la wahai manusia ....allah bagi akal utk guna bukan utk frame kan...so biarla aku belajar bertingkat2 pun...bodo seperti yg ko ckp kan pempuan....atleast aku msih menghormati hati korang beruda..n tk buat tindakan sia-sia nk kutuk korng berdua dlm FB aku. FB korang or Blog aku hokey! ni pun aku geram....sbb aku mmg tk berslah pda awal ceritera mengarut ni
SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?diam kan je....face to face...atau biarkan manusia2 ni teruskan kebodihan masing2......

aku mcm biase ....buat keje rilex(even mmg tertekan), bahagia ngan family,bf n kawan, profesional n matang (x la aku serang, buat blog bukan, status bukan...buang MASA!)...

aku post blik ape yg si perempuan ini post dlm blog dia kat cni bukan nk membrukan siapa2 atau menjadi bodoh utk bgi sume bace kutukan dia pda aku...cume ni utk pengajaran bgi perempuan2 lain...agar bertindakla mengikut akal..bukan hati...jdila wanita yg mulia...jgn pakai ja ttup aurat...tpi hati...ya ampun....tuhan ja tahu...wanita yg sosial pun masih mempunyai keperimanusian...akal....jiwa yg bersih....so pikirla wahai si perempuan....:)


Jadila semanis ini...muka manis....mulut pun manis...;)

Bad Mood on Period Day

Bad Mood?

Marah-marah?

Muka Masam?

Sensitif?

Terasa Hati?

Gado Ngan Pasangan?

nape ea, perkara2 diatas tu ade pda dri aku bila time aku tgah PERIOD? confius oh confius....sbb perubahan hormon ke? atau mmg perasaan yg terlalu sensitif yg dok dilayan2 oleh dri aku sendiri....kadang2 rase mcm sayu sgt...rase alone...rase worst....rase down....ntah pape kan...tpi mmg tk tipu bnda ni mmg aku rase saat setiap kali aku PERIOD....rase mcm nk g jmpe pakar pun ade, nk mntak explanation on soalan2 n rase2 yg tk patut aku rase ni...kdg2 aku biarkan je...sbb aku pikir..'ala perempuan kan...biase la kalu terasa2 hati n majuk2 ni'...tpi bila pikir2..smpai bila nk layan perasaan mcm tu...tk besh la asyik gado je ngan si dia...kdg2 rase sian laks kat si dia asyik kena layan karenah awek nye yg mmg sensitif...huhu....tpi mane leh bgi muka pda guy ni....tk leh biar diorng take advantages on kelemahan girl...kalu guy tu memahami keadaan gurl dia...lagi2 tgah sakit PERIOD....dh la sakit mcm nak beranak...tk leh bgun...sakit2 badan..perasaan n emosi lak tk stabil..apelah slah nye si lelaki jaga si perempuan..tk tlg jaga makan minum pun...tlg la jgan hati si perempuan....tk lama la wajai si lelaki....paling lama pun 1 weeks ja....mcm mane nk jaga utk seumur hidup kalu bru 2-3 hari si perempuan berubah sikap..dri ceria kepada monyok...dri slumber mnjadi sensitif....si lelaki2 dh merungut2...dh boring..tu la uat si perempuan berfikir pjng.....leh ke si lelaki ni jdi suami ku hingga akhir hayat....ayat2 manis hinnga hujung nyawa n hujung hayat tu uat aku menyampah plaks dgr.....hehe....

so utk menjawab soalan ku sendiri ni....aku kenala bersabar ngan prangai aku sndri..blaja utk trima keadaan...n harap2 si lelaki memahami keadaan perempuan mcm aku......:)